I was happy to actually be able to do this one since I wasn’t sure if I had enough paint thinner, but I found a method of recycling paint thinner that worked pretty well. I may make a video showing you how to do it. It’s definitely very useful.
I started this one with an underpainting in burnt umber as usual. I wanted this painting to be more about emotion and the atmosphere of the painting, so I focused on the color and the contrast. I LOVE contrast. This is also another one in Compassion Project series. I want to get high resolution photos of my paintings and then I hope to be able to sell both the original and prints.
Here’s the story that goes with this one, which is my own:
I’ve learned to never get my hopes up when I go into an interview. Even if they like me for the job, they still have to get past a few things before hiring me. Before I started covering my hair, everything would start out normal and friendly, but once I mentioned that I would need to leave early on Fridays because I’m Jewish and observe the Jewish Sabbath. I need to be home before sundown on Friday. I’ve of course can come in early or stay late during the week to make up for it, but that doesn’t seem to matter. I can watch their body stiffen, the blood drains from their face, and the mood of the interview changes. All of the sudden, it’s no longer friendly, but very formal and business like. They assure me that they don’t discriminate based on religion, but they just don’t know if they can accommodate this and will need to talk with their supervisor.
At that point, I’m pretty sure that I won’t be called back for the job, or if I am contacted, it will only to be to tell me that they are very sorry, but they went a different direction, but they will of course keep my resume in case anything shows up in the future. If I am ever hired, I know that I won’t have the job for long, so I make sure to have the resume updated, and keep an eye out on craigslist. Soon enough, I’m fired from some lame reason that we all know isn’t the real reason. I leave early on Fridays. I have weird holidays. I don’t eat their food. I don’t celebrate their holidays.
I love Shabbat. It’s my wonderful day of the week where we light candles, have dinner together as a family, sing songs, spend time together, learn Torah, and many other wonderful Jewish things. It’s my Jewish bubble for just one day. I’ve had non-Jews who don’t understand ask me if I can flex the time a little. Christians and Messianic Jews have quoted parts of the Bible to me as proof that a job should be more important than Shabbat. Things they quote usually don’t have context, or have a different meaning than they attribute to them. I typically don’t see the point in correcting them, because they will always be right and I will always be wrong. So I leave it alone and go to, “This is my religion, and this is important to me. Shabbat is the beloved gift from G-d to the people of Israel. So I can’t just abandon this treasure.”
In a way I’m thankful all the jobs that fired me, because it launched me into becoming artist, which I would’ve never done otherwise. Since no one was going to employ me, I was going to employ myself. I’m very happy with what I’ve chosen to do. I haven’t gotten it to where I want it yet, but I see the potential and I will get it there. So I want to thank the last place to fire me and upset me so much as start this!
Since Shabbat is something I love, I decided to paint candles and have a Star of David as one of the reflections on the candles. This story will go along with this painting. If you feel that you might have a story that might go along with this project I’m doing please message me and we talk about it.